I used to all those craps . But sometimes I can't even remember a thing . A THING ! A pain is just a pain . Sometimes I just don't care about it but most of it yeah . Sometimes or maybe all the time I just want to be invisible so that they won't judge me or talk craps about me . It's horrible and I know EXACTLY how it feels . I experienced it many times . It's been a while since I feel the pain and I don't know how am I going to say it but yeah I feel it . Well , I think a pinch of love would be lovely