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I'm Jaja Anwar . A sweet 16 it is . I'm just a normal girl with a big dreams or/and a big heart . I have a big crush almost about everything and mostly food , just name it , cakes , cookies , brownies , ice creams . And I'm lucky to have a family who will always support me through thick or thin :)
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah , the Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.
السلام عليكم
Peace be upon you

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Peace be upon you :)

It's already June 8th and my last post was on May 8th . So , it's obvious that I didn't post anything the past a month ago . So today my mood want me to type something and here it goes . In this post today , I'll compile many exiting stories in one tiny post . 

well , in the past couple weeks , I had an exam which is excruciating . And i think I'm not going to talk about it . It's painful :/

My holiday has been a very good boring time but guess what , I enjoy it . Some of you might go on a holiday trip or at the beach or just sit in front of your laptop . yeah , I can sense that most of you are with your laptop , yes indeed . 
Speaking of holiday , I miss most of my friends . Mulalah nak rindu semua orang . 
Saya rindu Fairuz .
Saya rindu Kimi , Syahmi , Amirul and Adli .
Saya rindu Nisa Alina .
Saya rindu Iman Huda
Saya rindu hampir semua orang :')

Holiday holiday holiday . We mostly know that most of our friends who study at the boarding school will come back . And here's the trick . Some of them might have some difficulties here and there but look at the bright side , their future is secure . One more think about them is that they're growing up . I use a word growing up instead of change , well , for me it's another phase of growing up where they trying to fit in and certainly to be accepted . I don't blame them and they can't blame me either . "I maybe not know how hard your situation is/was , how tired you are , how difficult you are , or maybe how annoying you are . You want me and the rest of us to understand your current situation but what about me? , what about us ? what ? Did you ever think of that ? Do you ? Do you really know how's my condition is when you're not here , when you left ? I don't think so . You can say that I change , but did you see yourself in that gorgeous mirror of yours ? I don't want to think about it but it's just hurtful not to think about it . You can just told me/us how you're feeling but you didn't because WE DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU . sure sure I get it , big time . So don't blame us if we say/thought something out of your mind . We can and we will . Don't underestimate me , don't ever . Yeah , make a joke , laugh at me but it's you I'm pointing to ."


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Tuesday , 7th June . Mid Valley .
There's almost 20 people joining on this trip . It was okay . well , I have to admit , it's not as fun as I thought it will be . But it's a pleasure to meet Syahmi there even though I just said 'Hi' and he waved . We watched X-man . Quiet interesting movie but annoyed by one of the viewer or maybe two . We just walk , walk , walk and walk oh yeah and talk . We have a separate ways ? Does it looks like fun ?Oh wow , fun . I felt sorry for Tika and Syera . Because of what I did , they didn't get the "interaction" they want . I'm sorry . Well , YOU are not suppose to treat them that way , it's me who you suppose to do that and you did , I'm glad , thank you . And for the 'team' who're joining this trip thank you , I appreciate that , except that little most annoying person there .

Well , I'm done writing , I mean typing . I told you I'm going to compile many stories . Not actually many but there's two or maybe three and including the hidden story :) I'm glad if you read it . grazie.