I'm pretty shock of what I felt these days . It's been buzzing my mind about everything and anything . You know , when your head is spinning just because you think too much ? Yeah , I felt it now and this instant . I keep talking to myself nowadays . Why , why , whyyyy ? I , maybe don't what it to get worst . Yeah I know , that 'maybe' shocked me too . Am I changing my mind ? :O Double shocker here . It's unexplainable . even the title up there point the message to this entry . Pening woo . Since the monthly test is just 4 days to go , and I feel this tiny mini problem can't be solved now . It takes more time than i could ever imagine . And now I just take a deep breath and let it go with the flow , yes , like that .
till then , bye , xo's .
