my words to you ,

     Yes , I'm talking . Let me get this straight , I know that you're a family , gosh , I know . MY FAMILY isn't that great , cool , or rich , no we're not . You've been leaving a great life , and why you can't spare it with me and my family ? why ? When we're in a GOOD condition , you're like always come to our house , playing our laptop , using our internet , now , that we're in not-so-good condition , I'm asking "Where the hell are you ?" . of course , like OF COURSE we have a problem and why you didn't offer yourself to help ? Okayy , you had lectured me , and my sis about do it by ourselves , don't spent to many money and so on . I know that you don't like to judge people but WTH you're doing right now ? It kills my family , It kills ME ! You don't even know what we've been through , YOU DON'T KNOW ! If you're reading this , I'm glad , 'cause I don't have to explain anymore . I know I'm just a 15-year-old-dumb-idiot girl and I'm not suppose to speak up , but I'm glad I did . Listen , I , we don't need your money , don't need you help now , so thanks a lot .

     Remember when you always said that "alaaa , 7A pn okay la, no need 8A" , REMEMBER ? Ohh , I sure you do . I know , you want me to get 7A so that you don't have to buy me a present , so don't . It's like , you got me thinking that I'm not capable to get 8A's . You think I'm stupid and just get 7A's , is it ? Is this what you meant all along ? Frankly , I'm not that genius or even intelligent like your two other nephews . They're a lot smarter than me , I know that very well . Am I that stupid and that's why you said like that ? IT'S HURTFUL !

I just have to express my feelings right now , and this is it .

P.S: friends , just ignore this , non of this is for you :)