tears of my heart.

I'm such a lame-brain, and I know that. everything I do is just make me sick sometimes. But the most irritating thing is when there is no news or anything from you guys. Maybe I know what you guys think about me and I'm sure I have a great time with that. Oh yeah, even though it's a bad thing(s). I know that you guys just pretend to be nice to me. I know even though my closest best friend treat me that way. Do you guys realise that? Oh yeah you guys hated me. I can describe myself. I do. I hate myself coz you guys hated me. You guys just said "Bila nak datang sini?" or "Tak ingat orang kat sini ke?" or " dah lama tak contact". Is that the word or sentence that you guys can think?
Here to _ _ _ _ _ a.k.a. my closest best friend. there iss something I really do wanna say.
First, you didn't answer my call(s), or even replying my messages. When I invited you to my open house, you didn't give me a feedback. How could you. I always remember you, I always pray for your best. Do you want to torture me? Ok, that's it. What ever it is thanks for being my so called friend.
And I wanna thanks to Zul, Mamad, Uje, Luqman, Haida, Balqis for always contact. Ily <3

Oh yeah, one thing is you guys just lovee when I moved out from that school, didn't you? Btw, thanks a lot.


p/s: This is nothing to do with my new friends :)